As I am writing this post "Ode to My Family" by "The Cranberries" comes to mind (just right click to download- link here)!
I was like the only one there without a kid and possibly the only gay one amongst a sea of heterosexuals. Don't get me wrong, I hang with these guys all the time, but at family time it's nice to see that side of them! I fully love them for that, and I do appreciate and value their friendship!
My good friend Jon with some kids - not all are his :)
But it did get me thinking - do I want kids? What kind of father would I be? How would the entire family lifestyle fit into my gay life, and also to a narrow minded society at large?
As an answer to the above - I'm thinking I want kids, and I'd like the family lifestyle - it's nice to be able to take care of kids and feel wanted. But with all my relationships - I eventually become introvert and in search of space for my sanity - so I enjoy my alone time! Which is the greater evil here?
Anyways peeps - just some random ramblings - TTYL!